butterflies...

FUCK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY ABOUT YOU!

i dont do feelings.
but, i do want to fuck.
i sort of really want to know what its like to have you.
i dont know you. but, i know everyhing.
these insects in my stomach keep fluttering around.
its such a foreign feeling. yet, ive felt it before.
i hate to get my hopes up since the fall is the worst part of all.
i reject it. but, everyone knows ill be quick to take it.
would you be my valentine's?
would you fuck off already.
do i... or do i not want this.
i need this.
loneliness has been a companion of mine for so long.
GOD! what do i do... what do i say... i love how you can make me feel this way.
its beyond a manson crazy.



GAY!