ITS OVER!!!

as most of you who keep up with me in real life already know i was charged with a dui last winter. my license has been suspended since my court date since march 11 or last year. well, today it has been one year and one day! meaning, i can go get my license reinstated!!! with the good friends that i have being without a license was just a bother and nothing more. with my new job and my life back things are looking up.  i plan on saving money, buying my car when the lease is up, being more social in the respects of being sober... other than the times you just got to blow off some steam and drink and dance, since there is no charge for dancing under the influence.

this may sound weird, but im glad i got the dui in the long run. who knows how many nights ive could have been drinking and driving before something more terrible than this charge could have happened. yes, i dont fit the mold of what society wants a kid from the suburbs of virginia beach to be. honestly, i dont agree with most of what society pushes on my generation. but, when it comes to others i dont want to be held responsible when it comes to creating physical pain to others... specially when theyre just an innocent citizen. yes, the dui cost me a lot of money and stress. but, money comes and goes, as well as stress.

now, that this is all behind me and my life is finally coming around i can be more focused on no and my future without any worries. first up, is signing up for an acting class. then, finding an agent. my friends and my family know how passionate i am when it comes to acting. shit, i was a proud drama geek in high school. theres nothing like escaping from your self into a character. with all this said and done... good riddance to last year. from now on... not even the sky is the limit.

and, geralds story continues...

["Man, your mom just gave me the text that you woke up. We were pretty worried about you, how are you feelings" charlie said with the same excitement as a kid opening up a present on christmas morning. Relieved to hear the raspy voice that could only belong to charlie, gerald cried out, " I don't know how am. My dad is dead. I woke up having a little brother and sister. AND! My mother looks like the old lady from the lunch room... so, tell me, how am I doing?" charlie was shocked to hear gerald speak like this about his own family. Gerald has always been the man of the family since his dad passed back in middle school. "Look man, you're gonna be home in a couple of hours and we can go over everything then. But until then, you're going to need to chill the fuck out." With that, charlie hung up the phone. ] alright, that's it for now, since im on my phone and my writers block has finally been delt with. More and more on the story to come until I hit the next block.

sunday funday.

man o' man was today awesome. besides, the hang over i woke up to and some how losing elizabeth the previous night. the weather was such a dick tease today. only makes me want summer to be here all that sooner. 

the things ive experienced today seem like the type of things that only happen in the movies. i woke up to the sun shinning through the wooden blinds in this cramp room at a beach house down at sandbridge. got 

motivated and walked across the street to crashing waves where snow had the five second idea of making a necklace out of the shells scattered in the sand. somehow we all got involved into helping her out with collecting the shells. we walked and talked for a few 

before we decided that we needed some food to get us through our next step during the day. we all headed backed to the beach house to say our goodbyes and thank yous.  drove to red r

obin where took advantage of the fact that the fries were never ending. and, funny enough our server was a girl i use to go to high school with. with the little riot we caused while dining im pretty sure that she probably regrets the fact that we got sat in her section. the best part of lunch was the balloons! yeah, we're dorks and wanted balloons and the little coloring kit that the kids menu comes with.

 with it being so nice out we had to go back to the beach. wearing the clothes we had on the night before wasnt going to fly, so we slit up and got our beach gear on and met up at 43rd st.  with

 our warm beers at hand nick brought up the idea of sneaking into a hotel to use the hot tub. which we did! i myself, have never done something like that before. i can only imagine every kid that grew up in virginia beach has done snuck into a hotel's swimming pool time to time. and, to me things like that never happened in real life until today. it was really crazy but really fun. im sure that allie was more nervous than me. but, whats the worst that could happen if we got caught. it was worth the experience without a doubt. 

  this last picture is all of us in the hot tub. the flash wouldnt go so its a little dim, but you can see that we are still smiling and having a good time. until i have something to talk about, im out.

 

 

michael phelps SHOULD toke.

ok, so i wake up in the morning and find out michael phelps is getting criminal charges for his photo of him kissing the bong. WTF?! im sure we all have friends who has taken photos with their paraphernalia. hes 23 for christ sakes! just because he won like 70 medals or whatever doesnt make his maturity level change. the dude is gonna get high and cut loose every once and awhile. 

enough of that rant, the last post was about weed and it is about weed again. i dont smoke it that often, but if i had the choice of having tobacco or alcohol be illegal just so weed could be, im down.  most of the side effects from weed is from prolong use... well, doesnt tobacco and alcohol have side effects aswell?? you cant o.d. on thc but you can black out, damage your liver, have alcohol poisoning from one night of drinking. personally, sometimes i have a weeks on end of feeling depressed which make me have anxiety attacks and the only way to calm my nerves is to take a couple hits out of a bowl. i take adderall, but it gives me the runs and makes me lose my appetite. the anit depression meds i use to take made me feel like a zombie. 

weed isnt as bad as the world wants you to think. im not saying that im right. because, not all people wont agree... i totally understand that. like, some people dont agree with people smoking cigarettes or spanking their children. and, for the love of god dont compare weed to cocaine! if weed was legal we would be having as much problem with drug cartels and crime in the streets so whoever can get their hands on this magical plant that just grows there by the grace of god. 

fuck it. im moving to the bay area in a few months and the marijuana laws there arent as strict as the rest of the country. do me a favor and google: oakland, and see how marijuana saved a economic crisis of what is know as "oaksterdam" today.

mr. phelps, burn it up and fuck what the media has to say. youre good person, an american hero, and now a real person to me.

rudeboy.

WEEDS.

drugs are bad. but, as humans we still indulge in drugs such as alcohol and tobacco. these substances are both multi million, if not billion dollar industries. well, what if you add marijuana into the mix. i mean, this is no new concept by any means. but, it is very real that it could save the economy. after all, most people with common sense know it really isnt that big of a deal... besides the fact that its illegal.

the 1920's were a time much like today. prohibition... that word makes me laugh. so, ask yourself is marijuana worth criminalizing? as americans, we spend a ridiculous amount of money keeping people off streets because of weed. we can most certainly turn the economy around by legalizing this shit. think of all the jobs that are created just by legalizing it and how the government can make even more money off of it by having it legit.

• growers
• truck drivers
• cafes
• medical
• taxes

the list can go on, but i rather you do your research. living in virginia theres no hope in such a trade to be legalized even if the facts are jizzing on politicians faces. all im  saying... is when the pros beat the cons... its time for "change".

rudeboy.

what it is...

i promise next post ill have some more of the story up. i wrote some notes down in the last couple of weeks and everything is about to get really sappy. not in a gay way... more like the "stand by me". which, by the way, is one of my most top rated movies ever.

but, for now ive been trying to do good this '09 year. 

• i now only smoke when i drink.[once a week] 
  
• i ran just about every day
• working on my muscle
• reading more
• eating way healthy!
  

and, you would not imagine the extremes i go to eat healthier these days. yesterday's lunch was some chicken breast out of a can, spinach instead of regular lettuce, no dressing... jut lemon juice a tsp. of olive oil and some cayenne pepper for taste. i cant lie, its not like i wont eat a piece of pizza on monday nights. its just, this way im making some kind of an impact into adopting a healthier life style. 

well, on that note let me get on that treadmill and buddy-buddy with that yoga ball. 

sorry!

i have massive writing block. i dont know how to transition this story in the way i want it to go. its easier to think of a story. but, to write it out takes A LOT of imagination. i dont want to write anything that anyone will expect will happen. meanwhile, ive been taking notes and by the end of the week ill have some more up.